User blog:Under Par/Depressed...

Okay, so today was terrible. I almost cried about 5 times, and the 6th time I actually did. Luckily it was into my sweatshirt, but my mascara stained both my sweatshirt and my face. I got weird looks the whole day after that.

Sorry for making this blog post. I just like to get it out. It makes me feel better in some sort of twisted way. Not like anyone cares about my blog posts anyways.

Sometimes I feel like I have no friends offline. All of them in real life are always gossiping about me and eachother. There is one dolt who has abducted my friend into his world of love that always goes like this:

1. Predator approaches girl who is cute

2. Flirts and talks to her

3. Walks her to her class, walks really close

4.Makes sure she likes him back

5. Leave her behind, then approach new prey.

Yeah, you can tell why I hate him so much. I am glad I probably wont be next because I pretty much cut him off. He is a jerk anyway, so what does it matter? My friend is about at level 2, and there is no way I can tell her what is going on without her thinking I am jealous or something. And heck no, I would rather date a walrus.

Doesn't help that my crush doesn't even know my name, is in another grade, and we have no classes together. (His skin is such a perfect color. It even seems to glow :3)

The dolt I was talking about earlier drives me so insane, due to the fact that he is in the same neighborhood as the rest of my friends, and they wont set him loose, therefore, I always have the choice of either being on the same table as him or entering the world of social outcasm. Sometimes the second seems more appealing.

There is only one class I like on B-days, and that is Band, due to the fact that I am in an accelerated band class, and my friends in my grade aren't :3 In my class there is a boy and a girl that are my friends, and they are the best. We always acknoledge eachother in the halls, and we always laugh and have fun together.

And I know they would never gossip about me.

So, now you pretty much know how much my life sucks, even though pretty much nobody will read this. Either way, have a good day! (Haha that ryhmed!)