Thread:SceneryZio/@comment-16268456-20140207014633

So, I don't know about you guys, but there's a couple of people I just really don't get along with on here. I've tried on several occasions to make everything better, and its worked most of the time. Then it's all ruined again. I'm happy that we're cool with it, but maybe a few weeks later I see them harassing my friends (or at least people I'd like to be friends with but am nervous about making it official). I can't accept that.

You see, I know not all of us are perfect, but I actually try to learn from my mistakes and improve my appearance towards others personality-wise. They were all nice at first, but then they just kept repeating their mistakes over and over again! That's when I started to avoid them almost all entirely. They don't listen to my reason and I personally don't think their reasons are logical. They don't make sense and I can't get them to listen. I know I can't be right all the time, but you know..

And then, sometimes they're rude to this one person because of one minor incident that they can't get over with. Honestly, I am able to move on, but when they just keep coming back and being rude, I can't forgive them and my grudge just becomes harder to break. I'd be okay with it normally and just forgive; forget, but I'm not now. It's not that easy as "Let it go", guys. You need to put yourself in my shoes and try to see from my view. I've TRIED to put myself in their shoes before, but I just honestly don't see why they have to be so rude! It's like they have to be right, no matter what. I remember in the 4th grade, my teacher told me that there are these "people" who are like babies. And I don't mean this in any offense, but here's the words I remember as he said: "You know how babies will see maybe another baby playing with a toy, and they want it because they can't have it? They think the world revolves around them. But when they finally go to school and meet other snotty kids like them, they realize the world doesn't revolve around them anymore." Ha ha, well, there are those people that just never get out of that phase. Now, we're all greedy, and I honestly hate thinking about greed. Greed is one reason we're all alive. Is it greedy to do this, that and that? Bah, I HATE thinking about greed. Really guys! You're not the four year old you used to be! You haven't just turned 5 and met all the new kids. This doesn't go for everyone, though. There are actually a lot of you I'm really proud of! I'm really proud of Kletom, Grace, and puppy and many more. I admire them, so keep up the good work guys! I really look up to you :)

Now, there is one of the few people that actually stopped being mean and changed their ways. I'm pretty sure I just didn't understand them then, and that they were just frustrated. I'm still REALLY proud of that person! Of course, I won't say their names. If you stumbled across my wall and see this, special person, you'll know it's you :) My grudge against you has been lifted, and I hope that if you had any against me, that it is lifted as well.

Do you guys have anyone like this? If you do, whatever you do, DO NOT say their names. This is just a discussion to let yourself out, because it's unhealthy to keep your feelings bottled up. I'm sick of keeping to myself, so you guys might see some personal messages on my wall sometimes. It's honestly just to give myself a break, I don't expect you guys to reply ;P But I'd like you guys to share any experiences you've had with bullies, whether online, in real life, or those you watch from afar. This isn't about, "Oh, the wiki is tearing apart!", "Oh, we need to do something about this..", etc., I hope we can learn to understand eachother in this discussion and through the experiences we've all shared and have been through. I hope to see some replies soon :) 