Talk:Disney Create/@comment-11518342-20140115234022/@comment-16268456-20140116012502

people are being kind to me more often c: a few people held the doors for me this week and a guy gave me a broom when i was heading toward to get one to clean up in woodshop and someone told me to smile (he does this often, but i guess it helps) ..and these kind girls say hi to me every now and then :) small things can really make your day. the guy who gave me the broom made me so happy, i wasnt as stressed the next two days. just knowing someone knew i existed and acknowledged that makes me full of energy.

we're doing this kindness thing at school and i guess it actually helped, people put some thought into it and decided to be kind. there'll always be those type of people, though.. i dont get bullied or anything but i really dont like my friends, they're all guys and i need a girl to talk to :\ ive gained a lot of confidence lately and just want to throw myself out there to everyone and be friends with all the people i like, but you think people will judge you. i wish i never built these walls ;_; i know i shouldnt care, but im sure all of you understand. i want a friend i can talk with and hug and be with forever... i know i have you guys but i feel bad about doing this stuff, i feel bad for even writing this. sometimes you just need a hug from someone who knows whats going on and understands, but ive never gotten that. and thats all i want.

and then, sometimes you just need a good nights sleep and a confident attitude for the next day :)