User blog:Thetardisrocks/This past week...

Alright i'll say it flat; there's been a crap load of drama this past week. ppl saying their leaving, fights, Bullying, etc. Im not gonna go into detail, but im sure you all know. I don't know what it is with people, but everyone is acting a bit too defensive and sensitive about things. Leaving the DC wiki is not the solution. Ever heard you can't run away form your problems? This is a lesson many of you have had to learn quickly; or had to deal with the pain and sadness of your friend leaving. And if I were to leave; it would not be to run away, but simply because i have given up on trying to make peace between you all, and My place in the DC wiki does not matter much. It does not seem like anyone really wants to be friends; but if I were to leave, rest assured it would not be because of drama and bullying; in those things i tend to fight til the end. But honestly; i feel like a stranger here. I feel like a stranger everywhere actually...

I have not decided on what I will do yet because I thoroughly enjoy chatting with you guys most of the time; but not when Im ignored. And when Im ignored and things like that; i get depressed. And lately I have been depressed about a lot of things, in and outside of the wiki, and its not good for my blood pressure; I went to the doctor because i had strep throat and they said my blood pressure was a bit high. (a teenager shouldn't have high blood pressure!) I knew exactly why. because of my anxiety and depression. I came here because none of my friends live in my neighborhood and I have lost a lot of friends over the years; whether it be from changing schools or churches. You truly do not know how sad I am and how much it pains me when I think of them. And people threatening to leave was making my heart sink lower and lower. But i believe I put up a good fight on some occasions.

Please know I'm not trying to create more drama by this message, but I am not afraid of any of you; the things you may say; Im not afraid. Thetardisrocks (talk) 04:05, July 11, 2013 (UTC)theTARDISrocks