Thread:Lil nan/@comment-9252224-20131017020758/@comment-5314597-20131017035702

i don't ban people because of my own personal opinions, for starters. that would be irresponsible and i'm more than that.

my reasoning was simply that conflict was being caused and i'm not standing for it this time.

also, this has been an internal thing for awhile that i'd finally like to share with you all: all the time, it's all i get out of you guys, it's either that you need something or that my friends are miserable people or  that i'm not even doing a half decent job. do you think i need to hear that, that i don't already know? i'm doing the best i can. i'm just as young as you guys, i have just as much as a real life as you guys, i have things i need to do with my time too. being told that i'm doing a miserable job just makes me crumble. i honestly do my best to balance everything, okay? i try to balance training for track and achieving grades that'll please my parents and maintaining a social life and being active in school activities and learning guitar and raising money and running this place. i do, and to know that your best isn't enough knocks. i know i'm already probably doing miserably in school, i know that i could be doing a better job here, i know that matthew hates me, and i know that i'm not making any progress whatsoever in track times. i'm doing terribly in life, i know i am, i don't need a reminder. if my stressing out means anything to you, i'm losing hair over this. i'm 14 years old. if you come to tell me that my friends have problems and you care about what i think of you, then you should leave. offend me, i won't care. offend katherine or lydia, that's a whole different story. you can leave town if you offend either of them. if i have to remind you, i used to be pretty decent friends with all of you. i'm not anymore. i bet you can't guess why (it's because the only time you guys ever bother speaking to me is when you come to tell me i've screwed up somehow)!!

i conclude- i honestly won't just ban someone over my own personal feelings. if i did, i'd have tossed out a lot of people from the very beginning. i'm not like that. i just don't want to have to deal with any future conflicts.

please leave me alone